Recounting My Destruction, Part 1

My last post, I identified the explosion of XQ0058. Before my extended break from Eve, I posted the boom of XQ0034. Many ship kill mails to catch up on, so here we go.

XQ0035 Kill Mail
Dramiel fit

Dramiels continue to give me problems. Ciba LexLulu represented Stay Frosty well here, but I do not think a Tristan really stands any sort of chance in this match up. Especially this kiting fit against his howitzer fit.

I was able to locate a possible fit on ZKillboard.

ZKillboard, throughout this time, became a mixed blessing. I enjoy the intel it provides, as well as the reflection opportunity to improve my PvP knowledge. However, the stats inspire a lot of competition within me. Competition against whom? That is the question. I discovered that I begin to set goals for myself, or maybe it is more accurate that I began to fret over my stat image. During most of this time I was maintaining a ZKillboard rate of 50/50, and a dominant solo stat. I have to admit that I enjoyed this, and wanted to expand the lead of kills versus losses.

I mention this, because I feel some of my losses here began to take a toll. If I’m to be honest, I do not believe I was as reckless as I meant to be as I started this challenge. The remaining kill mail messages that follow contain a little more emotion than they should, and I think may have also contributed to my break. That and real life obligations of course.

You will see near the end of this parade of kill mails I enter a bit of a slump. As I reflect back, I do believe I put too much emphasis in maintaining, improving a perceived stat standard, and this led to me focusing on the wrong details – adding a certain level of stress to the experience.

This emotion is not new, I understand, but a genuinely believe it is an important detail that I need to put aside to improve my game. Focus on the battle at hand, without worry of the perception of others, or stats. As I re-engage in this challenge, I am aware of this, and my latest loss, (which I will post in a future entry), reflects my determination to fly dangerously with intent to burn.

XQ0036 Kill Mail

XQ0036 went on the attack into a plex. Once I was scrammed, not much I could do to pull the necessary distance needed for the drones to take him down. Important note here, the Loyalty Points awarded back when I was killed here, versus the Loyalty Points awarded in my last kill mail: 192 LP vs. 1,528 LP. Great boost! So happy this got more attention, and boosted.

XQ0037 Kill Mail

XQ0037 was defending a plex. Kalmaaron in his Imperial Navy Slicer was just too fast. He was able to quickly close the distance, scram, and finish the job – quickly.

XQ0038 Kill Mail

XQ0038 was the victim of my logging after some time within my break. My log ins were sporadic, and I was not really paying attention to CCP events taking place. I believe I was inspired to go to a local asteroid field to kill a rat, in hopes of collecting bonus skill points. I did not intend on a rat getting point on me, and being a bit more challenging than normal. I believe I prefer the kill mails were the station guns took me out, rather than this one. Oh well, XQ0038 sacrificed.

XQ0039 Kill Mail

XQ0039 attacked Physical Removal’s Kestrel. This is a skill I need to focus on when attacking a plex in a kiting fit. It is so challenging to pull distance from the target, distance needed to survive the fight.

If I remember correct, I researched his fit as I was surprised at how little damage I was able to inflict before exploding.

XQ0040 Kill Mail

The kill mail for XQ0040 may seem like a gank, but it was actually more fun than that. It would have been presented better as a stand alone post, but my slacker break prevented a proper story roll out.

Revenge for my 64th & 65th kills

Captain Arimanius and Hyper Codar brought a friend to redeem themselves after I took both of them out in their Kestrels. I guess when you can’t gank with two, bring a third! It was fun though, and totally worth XQ0040’s demolition.

XQ0041 Kill Mail

Following up a fun ambush in XQ0040, XQ0040 was just an ambush. Heading to a novice plex to attack a condor, Lauralite Ann Brezia sat in wait in her Lachesis. XQ0041 was quickly locked, pointed, and destroyed. Sakein even got to get some credit for lobbing a few missiles in the ambush. I am happy for the changes CCP has made to the plex gate proximity. Although I have not fallen victim to this strategy too much, it is annoying.

The story on this is not closed though, there will be revenge!

XQ0042 Kill Mail

Dramiels are just death for this Tristan. Again, XQ0042 was defending, and just could not go the distance. However, when I scanned this Dramiel was about to enter the plex, I began to pull away from the plex entirely. Porphyrios Malchos had to steam forward quite a distance to catch me, while I was quick to set drones on him. By the time he closed the distance, my drones were well into his armor as I established point on him. He had just inches of internal structure left on him when he finally blew me up. Although this strategy and his determination made this an interesting fight, it just establishes further how dominant Dramiels are against my poor little ship. Porphyrious Malchos was a great sport about this as well, and donated 10 million ISK to me for my effort. Hey, every bit helps, and I appreciate the gesture!

XQ0043 Kill Mail

XQ0043 was defending a plex when six “brave” pilots attacked the mighty Tristan. I forget which ship it was, (although I seem to remember the Merlin), but I was focusing my attention on one in hopes of getting a kill out of the gank. The only joy I was able to get from this endeavor was the fact that they had to hurry and finish me, before one of their pilots lost a ship. I deprived three of them from getting in on the kill. I will glean such a victory condition from a one sided fight as this.

XQ0044 Kill Mail

Pretty straight forward fight here. XQ0044 defended the plex when Teo Enat in his Federation Navy Comet came in, closed distance, and melted me down.

XQ0045 Kill Mail

In contrast to XQ0044, XQ0045 began to pull distance away from the plex as Lufax was scanned at the entrance of the plex. Similar to the strategy I employed with the last Dramiel, I depended on Lufax’s determination to kill me to commit to closing the distance. Meanwhile, my drones spent the time clobbering at him. Overall, I was happy with the way I managed my speed and distance, but the extended fight depended too much on such details. In the end I blew it, and he was able to close distance to blow me up.

XQ0046 Kill Mail

There must have been a Federation Navy Comet fire sale during that time. XQ0046 was defending a plex. Ultimately I was just too conservative with my Microwardrive. Too slow, and made it easy for him to catch up to me. One interesting note here about ZKillboard, later Judge Sarn shows up on my Kill Board. The damage I applied to Judge Sarn, (apparently never completely repaired after our fight), allowed me to be tagged on to Nuke Cave’s kill mail. Unfortunately this takes away from what I am sure was a solo fight. However, this helps me to understand that the stats prevented on ZKillboard are not perfect.

XQ0047 Kill Mail

XQ0047 was defending a plex when Reiner Hass in his Incursus attacked. This turned out to be a long, long fight. Reiner Hass could not close the distance on me right away, and began to work on my drones as he continued to get to me. This began the drone dance that I have become comfortable with, removing and deploying as each begin to take damage. Unfortunately the details that go into this take a toll on my attention. However, I have to say in this fight I was up to the task. As modules burned out from both ships and drones finally fall after many drips in and out of the drone bay, Reiner Hass finally closed enough distance to finish me off.

XQ0048 Kill Mail

XQ0048 went on the attack, but ended up chasing off an LP farmer. I began to pull some distance form the plex entry point to think about my next move when I scanned this Worm at the gate. Pretty straight forward fight from here on out, as the Worm just has too much power over the Tristan.

XQ0049 Kill Mail

XQ0049 attacked this plex with Fat Zero’s Federation Navy Comet defending. I was still attempting to engage my Microwarpdrive for one burst – hoping to pass through far enough past his scram. No luck.

XQ0050 Kill Mail

Seeing this was my 50th ship in the challenge and my interest/frustration with attempting to attack plexes, I changed my fit up to a brawler. I needed a little change as well. I was beginning to feel comfortable with the kite fit, and felt I could manage more modules. Additionally, my ZKillboard was just so full of the previous fit, I started to feel some pilots were beginning to prep specifically for my engagements – or at least they would be able to.

XQ0050 was able to gain a kill before meeting this end, (and the kill was sweeter as it was revenge). However, this kill mail demonstrates the need to experience more fits. Hilary Clinton Ongrard met me outside of a plex. I was able to experience the Coercer’s massive dps in this fight. So intimidating in fact, I went full stupid – I did not turn on my armor rep during the fight. Again, I need to get used to managing other modules and other fits.

The end to my 50th ship is probably a good place to stop this long post. Although some details may have been lost over time, I hope it enjoyable to read over.

Part 2 coming soon.

Now This, …This is What I Expected

I have been in a slump.  Defensive plexing just does not gather the action I believed.  Maybe it depends on the time of day.  However, I do believe I have been too conservative in my approach.  Thus, slightly drifting away from my goal to explode through 100 ships.  Of course I do want to gain experience, but when I am flying around things are just too slow.

This weekend I had the opportunity to play for a few hours.  Starting with defensive plexing, I again hit a slow period.  I decided to roam and look for attack opportunities.  Within the first few systems I entered, I was lingering at gate as an Amarr Crusader warped in.  

Lately, I have read several articles and posts of people complaining about bots infesting our FW systems.  As I looked into the experience of the pilot, I saw what I have come to expect from an LP farmer – very limited time logged under experience.  After hesitating on gate for longer than I should, I decided to head to the novice complex, since I was willing to bet that would be where he flew.  When I landed I was about to use the gate to warp into the complex, but then on my overview I saw an Atron warping to my location.  I deployed drones, clicked to target, and prepped my warp disruptor.  When the Atron completed warp, I locked and attacked.

10th Kill

Another LP farmer off the grid.  This time I did not pod, since I’ve determined that just allows him to get into a ship faster to continue his money grind.  Notice the 19 loyalty points for me though!  Fortunately with my drone fit, I am not wasting money on these kills.  I have learned not to overhead with these encounters either, again just a waste of ISK for repairs.

This encounter causes me concern about the botting accusations I read about.  I do see the same pilots resorting to these tactics, and I see the same patterns.  I do not know how to program such bots, but I have to imagine the AI may have some limitations.  As I fly into a complex, the pilot leaves.  They stay in system for a moment, fly back to the gate to the novice complex I now occupy, and remain there for several moments.  This pattern is not from all pilots I have run off, but the majority of these cheap Atron fits do follow the pattern.  It almost seems to me the pilot returns to the complex gate in an attempt to run me off.  Sort of like an anti-bot, LP farming bot.

Anyway, giving a big “Whatever,” to that issue, I continued my hunt.  I end up in Heydieles system, and see that there are a number of pilots – a Caldari militia member among them.  The novice complex is out of reach for my narrow d-scan attempt, but at this point I’m willing to just commit and fly to the complex.  As I approach, an Atron is on scan, so I figure all is running according to my “shoo away LP farmer” plan.  I enter complex, but the Atron is not able to fly off before I establish lock and point.  I lock him, deploy drones, and… begin taking damage???

XQ0007 kill mail

Burntime is not a Caldari Militia pilot obviously.  Good farming for fights strategy here!  He was on top of the complex button, and as an Atron was able to lock me up quickly for his guns to go to work on my shields.  His warp scrambler would not allow me to pull any distance.  I am happy to say that I was not too shaken by this surprise.  My drones got out according to plan, and I established point from my disruptor.  It was a close fight, with his Atron bleeding into hull damage before I exploded. 

This fight also liberated me from another nag in the back of my head – implants.  Burntime podded me, as he locked and scrammed me very quickly.    Not that I hesitated in grid for very long, but apparently body hunting is important to Burntime.  I was podded before being able to respond to his “gf” in local.  

When Quin Fidel was created, I roamed a bit to defensive plex, but as I said in one of my first posts I was not committed to the idea of combat and loss – running from engagements.  I put Quin on a shelf for over a year.  Before doing so, I did stick several cheap implants into his head.  I did not want to give up on the idea of making him my FW character, and I figured he could use the boost to skill training time.  It was a good use of the down time, and I got a lot of use out of the implants.  They are gone now.  The nagging worry of losing them is now gone too.  I think this may have been a factor in my decisions for roaming.  I did not want to stray too far from my home base, due to pod travel time.

XQ0008 away!  I continue to roam.  Immediately chasing off three LP farmers from their complexes, but no kills.  The final farmer, gets me to settle into the complex to work off the time he collected.  He was less than a minute from securing the complex.  I needed to review a few industry orders on my alt’s screen, so I could just spin in the complex, (I was the only pilot in system), and keep an eye on local for any possible threats entering system.

As I focused back on Quin, since he had less than a minute to secure this complex, I noticed a call for help in the militia channel.  Someone asked for support in Nennamaila.  I probably could have asked for more details, but I do not really trust this channel too much.  I figured this could be a trap, or I could be a really nice guy to attempt support.  Anyway the complex secures, and I head off to Nennamaila – just two jumps off.

I jump into system, and there is a whole lot of blinking from several in local.  There are several members of the Rogue Caldari Union alliance in system, and they are generally the flashy pilots.  They are not Faction Warfare, but seem to have fun at FW militia members’ expense.  I know this, as I encountered three of them at the gate leading to the novice complex.

XQ0008 Kill Mail

Not much to write about here.  The Stiletto gained a quick lock on me, and the Garmur and Magus just went to town.  I have to say that I was not too surprised to see this at the gate.  I was expecting a trap of some kind, just not out outside of the gate.  What I learned was that once point is established on my ship, I cannot access the gate into the complex.  Do not fret, I tried to use the complex gate not in an attempt to run away – necessarily.  I was actually hoping the Garmur would jump into the complex to balance out the odds a bit.  Anyway, I am glad I learned this detail, for in the future it will be a detail that will serve well.  I am curious if this is the case for both scrambler and disruptor.  I could have sworn I locked and pointed a few LP farmers outside of a complex, and yet they were able to fly off.  If anyone reading knows details, I would appreciate clarification – as well as any advice in general to offer me in any of my experiences.

A part of me wonders if this crew is simply fishing for LP farmers.  It would be an interesting little trap.  After checking their record on ZKillboard I see that they are just accumulating kills through this gang roam strategy.  Minus the roam, since their strategy seems to be to farm one system for any and all gank opportunities.  I’m podded here, jump into XQ0009, and I’m off again.

The last attempt to run in and hero the day inspires me to to level up my aggression.  I just do not feel like defensive plexing today.  I access the FW map, locate a system controlled by the Caldari, set destination, and warp there as fast as I can.  I head into Ishomilken, and see that it is busy.  Several Caldari pilots are in system.  In an attempt to control any possible fight, I fly into a novice complex.  More time goes by than I expected before I see any possible threat on d-scan – a Dramiel.  All other pilots are flying shiney T2 frigates or larger ships.

Using d-scan to identify the Dramiel is most likely is heading to my complex, I switch out a few of my Hobgoblin drones for Warriors to exploit what I believed may be his ship’s lowest resistance, explosive damage.  My later investigation into the Dramiel proved this was the right move.  Although I was orbiting the button at 19 km, Dauros warped right on top of me – as he, I’m sure, was pleased to see.  Despite my attempt to distance myself, the ensuing brawl favored him.  I was not able to put a lot of attention into velocity and other such details.  I was too busy attempting to pull distance.  I believe I got him into structure, however, before XQ0009 went boom from under me.  It seems once the distance war is won and my ship is warp scrambled, the battle is just finished for me.

XQ0009 Kill Mail

We exchange “gf” in local, and he pods me back to my home station.  XQ0010 online, and away.

Some time during the previous events, another message comes over the militia channel, we are about to lose Hikkoken.  I set course, and rush in to help.  

Once again, I see a large number of pilots, and not many are militia.  My d-scan again shows a large number of T2 frigates and larger running around.  I see a novice complex, narrow d-scan, determine there are no surprises waiting, and warp to 10 km.  I deploy my drones, and begin to orbit the button – killing the faction NPC spawns as they pop up.  

The system is swarming with blingy, expensive ships.  Through d-scan, I can tell my presence is gaining interest.  I notice this system is also being camped by the Rogue Caldari Union alliance, as some members are excitedly zooming here and there, and some accidental slips in chatter appear in local.  Such as, “Is the Tristan in the novice plex?”  

Smooth crew there.

I see a Tristan approach my complex.  And prep for what I believe will soon be a gang of gankers invading my plex to add to their kill board.  To my surprise TWAN Casaille is not apart of the gankers.  His active armor fit Tristan was also armed with a nosferatu.  Once again, he pops in right on top of me.  He does not have a warp scrambler, so I am able to use my micro warp drive to pull some distance.  He has a micro warp drive as well, and we begin to dance this way as I try to find a balance of pulling distance, keeping my signature radius down, and capacitor economy under the strain the nosferatu depletion.

Hindsight note here, I should have went to work on his drones early on.  Learning the same lesson here as some of my past opponents.  He was not engaged in drone management, and I think I may have taken him – maybe – if I immediately took out some of his drones.

XQ0010 Kill Mail

A review of ZKillboard shows the TWAN normally flies with an Ishkur, but must have hopped into his Tristan just to pay me a visit.  Awww!

While conducting my ZKillboard reflection, I also notice a kill credit under my name.  Seems TWAN could not escape the Rogue Caldari Union swarm that was so excited to add another notch on their ZKillboard record.  I notice that TWAN did not have any cap boosters in his inventory.  His dual armor repairer fit must chew through capacitor.  I’ll take some credit for going through those.  

For the record, I am not counting TWAN as a kill.

I have boarded XQ0011, but not launched yet.  I have to log and re-group my mind.  This last chain of losses has sort of tweaked my ego a bit.  I know it is silly, but for years I believed I just suck at PvP.  Rationally I know it is something that takes practice to get better at, and yet something about this game brings out the worst in my loss averse nature.  Ego maybe?  The kills are inspirational.  I don’t know.  I like the fact that I’m committing to this, but hope the sting of loss does decline.  I need to be less focused on kill to loss ration, and just keep focused on gaining experience over anything else.

Record: 90 ships in dock waiting; 10 kills recorded.